My heart hasn’t beat like this for so long
My mouth hasn’t been this dry in forever
That same feeling in the back of my throat I used to have everyday
It’s surprising to me that I feel this way
I really thought I had locked you away
But something is happening inside me
I’m not sure that I like
It’s the feeling I thought I always might
But it left and I was so sure
Seeing your face with that same hair
I feel in my heart I still really care
It’s a weird balance of love and respect
You’re response to me was like someone new I had met
Or maybe was it the person I always felt I knew
But we were so young I don’t blame you
for what you had to go through
I hope throughout our lives we always talk like this
I guess I meant it when I said I’d always love you
I thought I had outgrown and that feeling and that it was childish
But the more I reconnect with myself I know
I will always truly deeply
Love you
